Sunday, September 8, 2013

There is a Redeemer--Jesus, God's own Son

I went to bed before eleven last night, and didn't fall asleep until after twelve. When my head hit the pillow, all my failures started parading through my head, one after the other. Failures as a wife, as a mother, as a home school teacher, as a friend, neighbor, daughter, sister, witness, church member, etc. I prayed and tried to make myself relax, but couldn't get my mind to stop. I felt accused and found guilty--then I  remembered who the accuser is--my enemy, satan--(thank you, Beth Moore). I didn't pray out loud, because I didn't think Mike would appreciate that :), but I thanked God for seeing me as covered in the blood of His Son, sacrificed for my failures. And I realized that redemption isn't something God DID for me, but that it's something He's DOING for me. He redeemed my soul from an eternity in hell when I committed my life to follow Christ, but every time I fail and then turn it over to Him, He even redeems that, bringing beauty from ashes--life from death. How amazing is that.

5 comments:

Unknown said...

So true! We all need reminding of this.

Unknown said...

I relate to what you say. I guess, as women we all do face a feeling of depression at times. We feel insignificant and not worthy. But then the only solace is the fact that the good Lord is with us all the time to lift us up. And that feeling or knowledge is something that no one can take away from us.
God Bless you.

Unknown said...

You have shown the real phase of life which many of us tries to ignore most of the time... so tough to realize this fact.
Ashley Madison
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NANJANI GANDHI said...

These kind of feelings make me cry at times..lying on the bed..counting all the flaws..I feel enclosed in a dismal sheen,nothing helps to ameliorate these feelings.But in the very end I too believe in god,Hope is my refuge.
Yours made me feel even better!
Everybody needs a reminder of this.

Nazarite Spirit said...

WOW! Our God is so amazing! I had a similar experience last night. Eventually, I was able to rest in His Peace. May Our Father in Heaven, continue to send his angels of Mercy to you. Peace and blessings!